problem

 It seems that whenever I deal with stores, something goes wrong that makes it way more difficult than it needs to be. There's always something that I'm missing or supposed to have, or I'm unable to pay. It is the worst feeling. It's happened to me all my life, I get my hopes up cause I'm getting something, then a problem occurs making it so I can't get it or I have to come back later. It's so annoying to me. I try not to get any hopes on getting stuff anymore, but it is hard when your so close to getting it.

tired

Im so tired from thanksgiving break. I went to my grandma's house, making a 4 hour long drive there, then another hour long drive back tracking to my uncles. We ate our dinner there and had another hour of driving back to my grandma's. On friday we had another 4 hour drive home. After 30 minutes of being home I got picked up to hang out with my friends. We stayed up till 6 in the morning playing hide n' go seek and Guitar Hero. Waking up 5 hours later we went to skate and now I am finally home. Im so exhausted.

power

The power went out in my house and the video on my xbox 360 broke. I don't understand how this could have happened, the power shouldn't have anything to do with the video. It's weird how things work that way; brake from something that is irrelevant to it. It's like the thing you wouldn't expect to do something, does something.

put in headphones and shut your eyes

This is so cool. I did it two times and I actually felt like my hair was being cut. 

ahh

I can't wait till Thanksgiving. Traditional turkey dinner is so good. I love getting with all my family and having a beautiful dinner with all of them. I hardly see my relatives nor eat turkey, so I am double excited for both. 

what to do

I have no idea what I want to do in the future. Whenever someone asks me what I want to do, my thoughts go completely blank. I can't decide just one thing I want to do the rest of my life. I don't want to choose a job that I like now, but would hate when I'm older. Things change; if i want to be a teacher now, I might not like when I am teaching. I would hate having regret for choosing an unbearable job. Hopefully, in time, I will find things I like to do and can find a job where I do what i like.

flawless

Today in english, we discussed how Atticus, in To Kill A Mockingbird, had flaws that were hard to find. It is so easy to read the book and see Atticus as flawless and the epitome of how a dad should be. The whole story is in Scout's view as a grown up, telling a story of her childhood. So of coarse Scout would portray her father, who probably has passed away and is missed so much, as perfect. All of Atticus's perfection is what scout sees and that is why it is so hard to find a flaw that Atticus has.

alksdfj

Doesn't science seem like you can't touch it. When ever I'm in my science class and they are talking about atoms and moles, I feel like it is something unreal. It's not like math where I add numbers and get the exact answer. For me to fully understand science, I would have to do the research the scientists who found theories did.

old

It's so weird going by my old neighborhood. I went to hang out with my old friend , who I haven't seen for a long, long time, and every scene in my eyes were memories projecting out. I would see my school where my friends all hung out. Then it would fade into my friends now. All of us have changed and grew so much. When I was a kid, I never thought what it would be like to become grown up, but I did think of how being a grown up would be. I am just glad to still have old friends and memories. Wow that made me sound like I was 80.

grades

This year I am trying hard to keep good grades. Last year I was careless in not having A's. All my life I always had good grades. This year I really want to try, because I want to go to a good college. I've been noticing that my teachers have giving wrong grades for the work I have done. I have done all my work in my classes, but one of my teachers made my grade a D, by putting 0's on all the work we've been doing in class. I had to talk to the teacher and turn in the work again. Last year, I wouldn't have said anything to the teacher and my grade would stay low. I wouldn't even noticed if I had a wrong grade, because I wouldn't care. I wonder what grades I really deserved last year.

random

I love random. It always makes me laugh. If I get mad and something really random happens I will automatically laugh and feel better. My friends and I always do random stuff and laugh so hard at it. And when we are laughing and doing random stuff, I always wonder what other people that can see us think. We must be really weird to them. Most people wouldn't get our jokes and that makes me feel unique.

cali

California is "hella" cool. It is the best state in the U.S. The weather is perfect, not too hot or cold. There is a million things to do. From sunny beaches to snowy mountains, it is perfect. There are no tornados, but there are earthquakes. Other states have terrible weather and don't have any diversity. California is ahead of everyone else by having great diversity. It is strange to have diversity in other states where there is mainly white people. We are used to it and it can help in some areas. I wouldn't want to live anywhere else than California.

Halloween

This year wasn't the best halloween. I thought I would have a lot to do, but I ended up doing so little. I tried not to make plans with anyone, because I didn't want to flake on them, but I ended up just hanging out with one friend. We just went out for a little and watched like two movies. If it didn't start to rain, we would have went night skating or something, but for some odd reason it rains every halloween. I wonder why. Halloween was just okay this year. I look forward to Thanksgiving now.